The dialog within that starts when everything around goes silent
On the third day of Vipassana , sitting inside the 6 * 3 feet Shoonya kaksh , trying hard to meditate, to move into the state of physical and mental noble silence , the inner dialogues were only getting more and more louder. Noble silence was perfect physically, but the mental side declined to accept that state and seemed to be much agitated, unlike the last time when I attended Vipassana back in Dec – 2012. Some excerpts from that conversation as much as could be recollected. m is the meditator , and everyone knows the other one, or you’ll know. I : Wish I could get that one person to whom I can give all my love, pour all of it into. m : You had someone earlier, isn't it? In fact you had a few more to love as can be recollected? I : Yes, and no probably, but none worked. m : why ? I : Because I felt they didn't appreciate my love. Some just couldn't understand why I was in love with them and thought that I had selfish interests while others took me for